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Sunday, July 30, 2006
seashells by the seashore .. sadly .. dere arent any .. another day wasted .. the beach was so boring .. walking alone .. staring at the skies filled wif stars .. if u were dere.. it could be perfect .. seems like fate dun seem to be ..
12:22 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
im here now .. guessed wad ..
im suffering frm over stress and pressure .. my prelims are in like 1 week and im so not prepared .. trying to do the ques .. i get stucked wif almost all .. revising through my subjects .. just finised a mediocre of 4 chapts a sub ..
i dunno .. i just cant handle it anymore .. i tot i could . i was mistaken .. i can just break down anytime .. i can just cry my heart out if u asked mi too ..
im tryin to work very hard .. but so many are dere to put u down .. sch ending so late .. wad can i do? ..
so little time fer self revision .. so much rubbish in sch ... so much rubbish around mi ..
should i go bball tml ? .. should i go fer bbq tml ? .. should i just hide and study ? .. should i concentate ? ..
my mind's in a whirl .. my life is just threatening to be torn apart .. alredy in pieces .. i will not let it be torn to bits ..
arghhH .. so much to do .. so little time .. well i can mutter on .. just tt i dun hvae the energy .. im tired .. real tired .. can i take tis torture much longer ?..
im fallin down soon .. will u hold my hand and pick mi up ? im sick .. im dying ? .. will u save mi ?
12:15 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
haha .. time to muggin muggin soon .. yep .. pressure is now on mi to do well in As .. been a realatively mixed week .. had a misfortune to see __ 3 days in a row .. realli seems strange to look at the side .. hhaa .. how rotton can my luck be .. yep .. and had some stupid tok 2day .. full of irony and contradictions to mi .. well .. tis controvories aint new in i guess .. the black crowing away .. the bitch yeppin again .. cca awards tt are so "great" .. hah arghh . spare mi the agony and pain .. though it has oso been fun .. studyin wif my class .. playin soccer .. hanging out wif my good frens in sch .. talkin and studyin away .. hiaz .. these moments are slowly diminishing not long now b4 we leave tis suxy place .. good bye u noe .. i wun miss it .. onli just the great frens and teachers ..
11:43 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
last few weeks posts have been all bout downsides of sch or in life .. haha . finally .. i have managed to come up wif someting positive ..
cute ritez .. my fren and i drew during lec ..
yep .. a great day 2day .. despite having an uncler in my throat .. YEA! .. fucking painful man .. besides tt .. we went towning 2day .. frm somerset to cityhall .. and ended up eatin at newyork newyork .. yup .. a new joint at citilink ..
mi vick ray and yl
jm and sy
josh and nick .. double trouble .. lol
finally able to get my slippers ! ..
and finally ...
someone actually corrected the english .. haha see the add 't at the do
12:03 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
the unjust world .. wars aplenty .. decisons unjustified .. mistakes commited .. for peace of the world ?.. it may never happen .. many colour race and religions . given the stupidity of mankind .. peace and harmony will nv befall on earth .. all talks of peace are rubbish .. ever dere would be peace . onli when wars fighting and racism stops ..
1:41 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
been slpin fer 18 hrs a day ... ahaha. so unusual fer mi .. guess my body its very tired le .. been drinkin water barley and green tea .. yet my sore throat hasnt recovered .. still down wif fever .. sian .. cant go out .. cant go to see .. damm bored at home .. yawnss ..
haha .. anyways .. happy birthday shuyan ...
8:23 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
haha .. im havin fever .. omg .. feelin damm sick .. and hate tis feeling .. always wanted to be sick .. now tt i have it .. its dreadful .. went off sch at 10 and went see doc .. after tt .. slpet the whole day .. which was thoroughly disturbed .. by calls frm many ppl.. well .. the idea of not gg sch tml is nice .. but i would rather go den be in the state tt i am
9:14 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006i noe e reason fer the increase in sucide caeses among students ... it is all buz of PARENTS .. am im gonna be one of dem if tis goes on ..
well.. life goes on anyways .. til i am stuck at that crucial juncture .. whu noes? .. it would be a tough choice ..
1:45 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
sometimes i feel .. like some ppl just gt those tings .. i noe i have tings i wanted yet and but ..the tings i dearly wan are sorely missing .. it may be due to my lack of wanting to .. maybe i am afraid to ask fer it .. or maybe it is just dere to confuse mi ..
in such a short time .. everyone has changed .. sometimes .. i cant sae tt i is for the better.. is being too close will lead to deterioation of frenship ? . or issit just my wild imagination running havoc again ..
life noes no boundaries .. time passes by so fast .. just wanting to stop .. and tink back .. i would be such a headache .. i noe i wan it .. yet im afraid to go out and reach fer it .. im afriad i'll lose it forever..
1:28 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006pls just give mi some peace ~the imperfection~
12:13 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
dere he was .. standind among the bed of thorn roses .. bleeding .. the tiresome goodbye .. amassed frm the centureis of isolation .. greeted by the bright darnkness around him ..
12:17 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
yup . and italy gt the cup .. wasnt tt difficult wasnt it .. decided to skip sch 2day .. rushin to finish all my hw ..
5:48 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
such is the condition of the "institution" .. i realli hate it . . argh . another reason to groan and mock the sch .. which fucking sch lets a class end at 12.30 and students aren't allowed to go home .. i'm so fuckin irrated .. the guard is a complete idiot .. fool .. though he is not a fault but yar .. unlike the old ones . tis one is dumb .. following instructions frm the lesast capable of princpal .. all the happenings are getting damm irritating .. pissing mi up so much .. the gay, bitch , coloured and old hag .. all deserved to be shot ..
wadever to dem .. on a lighter note .. frens in sch seems to be great .. exception frm some ppl in my class tt is ..
anyways happie 18th bdae rae !!
11:58 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
hey .. i noe i didnt do well .. just pls stop adding to the fire .. i'm frustrated .. i'm the one suffering here . not u .. u dunno how much i have gone through .. fighting wif my my inner emotions every nite .. will u onli be happy if i died .. i dunno .. im all confused inside .. im tired.. sick .. yet i have to go on .. i cant please everybody .. i'll have to ignore many frm now on .. maybe im scared .. we'll see ..
7:56 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
yup .. i guess its the end .. end of playing i mean .. haha .. time to study again .. relunctanly but a must .. have to catch up wif last year's work .. i'm gonna As my exams .. no more of those mediocre grades ..
had a great day at the beach .. haha .. though was extremely hot .. but we cycled frm east coast cove to changi village .. yar .. damm far lar .. but great exercise .. ltr went to bugis arcade and they played some stupid sweets game .. exhaustion has set in now .. w0as a great day man ..
sadly sch starts tml .. been so reluctant to go sch .. reasons fer it is multiplyin everyday .. dun wanna go to the details .. but yea can ask mi if u wan to noe .. can list 10 without tinking ..
world cup is coming to an end .. finally losers- england was sent packing home .. hope italy wins now .. and portugal would thrash the hells out of the bloody french gays .. how disappointed when the gay dived to get a freekick which led to france scoring against spain .. but in everyting dere would sure to be controversies .. well .. we'll just to adapt to dem ..
8:53 PM
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Shaun
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2nd June 88
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